Anew

Life is such a great mystery.
Be it joy, sorrow or peace.
One can never be a complete master of them.
It seems we can understand parts of them, but never the whole of them.
This mystery, the absence of complete knowledge.
That made Life beautiful.

The sorrows, sadness and hurt.
Formidable they may be.
Difficult to handle and live with.
They are signs leading to something deeper.
They bring valuable lessons.
Lessons that we can only reach through sorrows.

We only seem to learn when something hits us hard.
Though ideally we won't want to learn things the hard way,
Sometimes this is the only way we can learn.
And the only opportunity given to us.
The harder it is, the firmer its hold.

The great barrier is still the fear of sorrows.
Reach beyond it and the rewards of valuable lessons awaits.
They are important because they hold a key to a better future.
After everything one would at least expect change.
Accurate and fruitful changes.
After everything one would still want to have the courage to push ahead.
The strength to do so will come from a good understanding of the lessons of the past.

Only when we have understood would we not fear.
We need to learn how to put the past into the correct context.
Information is meaningless if we don't know how to interpret them.
How to see them as part of a bigger picture.
To be immersed in sorrow would bring us nowhere.

I am very lucky, having gone through these months.
To be born anew, one must first be destroyed.
Not everyone would have such a chance.
To have loved with all my heart.
To have gone through the happiest time of my life.
And to learn the valuable lessons after that.
That is how I would remember it.

Like a monster brought out into the open and defeated.
Things are very different now.
I no longer fear.
And there are great things to look forward to.